Back on track

The last few days have been lovely, and exactly what I needed after the realizations of my last post. A date with Rachel and afternoon’s dalliance with Avah, one of the afore mentioned ladies who has been gracing my life and my bed the last few months. (I really do need to do an updated cast of characters.) Each was lovely, and very hot, and hopefully will yield a post or two of their own- but most importantly I felt like things were right again. In control, in the ways I needed them to be. It’s good to be back.

Then last night, Emma and I had a quiet evening at home that involved dinner, snuggling, naked pleasures, and watching the Tudors, all to kick off a low key weekend with little planned but having a friend over for dinner tonight. I love all the crazy in my life, I love sometimes letting things go, but its nice to be able to step back from time to time, to see where things are going too fast for me to know I’m being safe, and adjust accordingly.

There are a few things still to worry about in other parts of life. I have a coffee scheduled in a few hours with someone from a very different part of my life that I am hoping doesn’t involve hearing the bad news I’m afraid it does, but in this regard at least, I’m sleeping a lot easier. As for you, dear reader, wondering where the smut and spirituality you came for has gone, now that this short digression is over we’ll be returning you to your regularly schedule program shortly.